Living In Sin

guess everyone knew about it already..fuh..even i myself not sure whats going on..maybe i just cant take it.. all these time, i thought im strong in relationship stuffs.. i thought i will be fine if anything happens and i will just move on the next day..i dominate a relationship but guess im just not strong enough this time.. im at the weakest when im with you..the moment im with you marks the happiest day in my life..we may have been seeing each other for few days but nothing can ever top this..i remember exactly everything that happened when im with you.. the memories are so vivid..

thought i could take it..ha.. the moment i realized everything, im sitting in front of my computer and have a few clicks on it..and i just dont know what happen i just break down into tears..crying like a baby begging for you..my housemates got shocked and no one can do anything for me..the living room was vacant then and left only me.. who dares to touch me that time?

all thats ever left now is pieces of memories..im happy that at least i have a moment with you. im so glad with that..what could i ask for more...got a bath few hours later and once im alone i just cant stand the pain..i did cry like hell..the next day morning i wasnt able to go college.. im emotionally unstable..cry.. i never knew i would have these days.. all the time ive been telling my friends that i hope to love a person so much that when something really happens and i would cry like dying for her.. guess this time i really got it..and whats most important is i just found someone that i really love and someone that cant be with me..i will keep what i promised you..im still hugging along the hope that we still be able to be together..

yah..i may have been Overly “in love” but whatever..this is what i treasure most though..

RK TO CG..

Studying? not really..i guess its more of missing a person..

Distance means so little when someone means so much.

i know its been tough lately because we don't get to see each other. These few days we may have been less communicating with each other but still i want you to know that i love you. i always wanted to be the guy that can provide shelter, the guy that you can lean on when you are in trouble and the guy that you will come to in any conditions. i never miss replying any single of your message because all the time i am waiting for you. You have been in my mind for all the time, every minutes every seconds and i wish nothing more than seeing you again and that to the ultimate is living together with you. No matter where i go i will always be in love with you. Our time together may have been short like for only a few days but the memories together with you is so much more vivid than any other memories i have in my mind. That is something that cannot be taken away or replaced by other things. Whenever i read back what you wrote in my blog, im always touched by it. How much love could i give to you as all the love im pouring in is just for you. How could i possibly not love you. Its something that wont happen and my heart always belong to you. Trust is what matter most right now, and i always want you to trust me and i always try hard to get even more trust, i will not do anything that will breakdown the trust. I just so want to be the guy for you. I just love you so much.

I thought of you today when I looked up at the sunset in the sky.
Cause when I was still at home that use to be something we loved to see together.
I felt you near today when I watched our favorite movie all by myself.
And then I smiled today when I saw my favorite picture of us.

I know Im so far away from you
But I know I dont have to search high and low to see you again.

No matter where I go, no matter where Ill be youll be here always.
Cause its our memories that tag along with me and thats all I need -
Thats all I need..

Its so easy missing you cause youre going through my head a million times a day.
But Im okay when you say youre doing the exact same thing.
I know Im so far away from you
But I know I dont have to search high and low to see you again.

No matter where I go, no matter where Ill be youll be here always.
Cause its our memories that tag along with me and thats all I need -
Thats all I need..

Ooooh
Ooooh..

No matter where I go, no matter where Ill be youll be here always.
Cause its our memories that tag along with me and thats all I need -
Thats all I need
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i miss the first time i see you..

i miss the time were eating at the shanghai place..

i miss the time were at the apartment..

i miss the 1st kissing of us..

i miss the time were sleeping together..

i miss the time were in that casino..

i miss the moment im in your house with you..

i miss the time were in the saloon..

i miss the time we go the festival..

i miss the time were at the mall..

i miss the time were in the cinema..

i miss the time were eating baked macaroni..

i miss the time were walking outside the mall..

i miss the time u were pretending ur blind and i guide you..

i miss the time were in the jeep and tricycle..

i just miss everything about you..

BUT I WONT MISS LOVING YOU..

Right here i wanna publicly thanks to JIN SONG, KEK AND KOK SEANG..

your rm200 is not only worth that..it means so much to me than the value its printed on..i really appreciate it and i will spend it “meaningfully”.. i really love you guys and GOD bless you..