Living In Sin

i miss the first time i see you..

i miss the time were eating at the shanghai place..

i miss the time were at the apartment..

i miss the 1st kissing of us..

i miss the time were sleeping together..

i miss the time were in that casino..

i miss the moment im in your house with you..

i miss the time were in the saloon..

i miss the time we go the festival..

i miss the time were at the mall..

i miss the time were in the cinema..

i miss the time were eating baked macaroni..

i miss the time were walking outside the mall..

i miss the time u were pretending ur blind and i guide you..

i miss the time were in the jeep and tricycle..

i just miss everything about you..

BUT I WONT MISS LOVING YOU..

Right here i wanna publicly thanks to JIN SONG, KEK AND KOK SEANG..

your rm200 is not only worth that..it means so much to me than the value its printed on..i really appreciate it and i will spend it “meaningfully”.. i really love you guys and GOD bless you..

yah guys..i know some of you may heard that im planning to go to Philippine..and to all of you..yah its true, im going there..

i know many of my frens whether he or she is my close buddy or whatever will think im crazy, think that im out of my mind and i should have save money and not go there.. yes i already knew how people will think of me..i know all these even you dont say it in front of me..

but i never blame my frens..i never blame any of you to think that im unreasonable, im not mature yet and other things else.. i understand how many of you will think of me..its just that the life im pursuing is just different than any other people..

think of the question : love, career, family, friendship and money. which of these is the top priority for you..

well i choose love as my highest priority in life.. some of you is clearly money or family or career..but i dont care..its just a matter of how you want your life to be..some people may focus greatly on their career..but im just want to have love in my life.. i want my life to be full of love and im pursuing it right now..

money is important..no doubt about that..but who cares..i really believe that living poor with love is much better than having money without having love..i just believe that..

and about my class..i will skip but i will replace it..thats all..its not that im giving up..but still if you ask me to choose her and my study..then i will just have to choose her..

i really love her and i dont want to lose her..im not proving anything by going there..i dont need to prove anything..i dont need to prove that im independent or whatever.. i go there because i love her..thats it..its that simple..i just simply love her..

RK~

ok..i dont feel good about this video..i will not stay in malaysia anymore..i will migrate as soon as possible..

Err..here are some of the places ive visit with my classmates..not much talking..take a look at the pic!

Small group picture..ha..there were actually around 30 of us..camera cant fit all!..lol.. my hand with 2 obvious colours.

 

Random Shots from Jayjun ..omg..feels like angel on the right pic!..haha..

Good pic..unfortunately im not in it..*sad*..haha

this is the best pic i think..but i look so gay with that jump..lol..stupid frens..ask me to jump like this!..lol..

the hotel we stayed in

some of the boys playing..

nice view

 

Blur..everyone is so blur..lol..

its bbq time!..hungry!..

OH..

All the guys..GET IN HERE!

Couple of the day! Thanks to them for the car..

 

Thousand hands Buddha??

   places that we visited..

ok..we took this in melaka..unfortunately i cant get the words on that building. *oh god..thats my 3 hours sleep of face!*

Somebody wants to get bomb!

 

 

Dear God..i hope you hear my prayer..i pray whole-heartedly that she come and that we get to spend time together..i wanna spend my every second with her and im willing to do anything to achieve that..i may need to skip one whole week of class but it doesnt matter..if i fail in studies i can still take the resit exams..if i miss the time with her i will never get the chance to make it up again..if in future i need to go against something i love then so be it..all i ever wanted is her..im praying hard..she is my all..she is my source of energy, my drive my motivation and that i couldnt afford to lose her..she is my direction of life..im walking towards her..everything i put in its because of her..i really love her and dear God just please bless our love.. bless everyone’s love too..and let love rain on every living life and earth..let love lead our way..

i wish nothing but a rm 2000 to get myself to Philippine and stay there..